Alltid

Foto: Liv Kari Solberg

Jeg kan føle henne. Som henne.
I øyeblikk, en bevegelse, en livstrøtthet og tomhet.
Jeg kan føle hennes plutselige glede, som kom så brått og uvented fordi den sjeldent var der. Det var fint, men vondt, for den var så flyktig. Den varte ikke så lenge. " Jeg kan se du har det vondt, grunnet den plutselige gleden som lyser opp ansiktet ditt"
Du ble 55 år gammel. Du var sliten, hadde levd et hardt liv. Hvil i fred min sjelevenn.
Du var med meg og er med meg. Alltid.

Eg ser at du e trøtt

men eg kan ikkje gå
alle skrittå for deg
Du må gå de sjøl
men eg vil gå de med deg
Eg vil gå de med deg

Eg ser du har det vondt
Men eg kan ikkje grina
Alle tårene for deg
Du må grina de sjøl
Men eg vil grina med deg
Eg vil grina med deg

Eg ser du vil gi opp
Men eg kan ikkje leva
livet for deg
Du må leva det sjøl
Men eg vil leva med deg
Eg vil leva med deg

Eg ser at du er redd
Men eg kan ikkje gå
i døden for deg
Du må smaka han sjøl
Men eg gjer død til liv, for deg
Eg gjer død til liv for deg
Eg e død til liv for deg
Eg har gjort død til liv for deg

Tekst: Bjørn Eidsvåg

Something lost...

                                                             Hi there Sexy!

                                                                You mean me?!
Photo: Liv Kari Solberg

                                                        "Soul Meets Body"
photo: Liv Kari Solberg

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new

Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here

And I cannot guess what we'll discover
When we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hands can wash one another’s
And not one speck will remain

And I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body

And I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere


Death cab for Cutie Lyrics

Photo: Liv Kari Solberg

Leaving

They were making decorations for her grandpas birthday. She felt a belonging, a  break. But as she felt the happiness, she got scared of loosing it. She was 4 years old, and now living with her grandparents. She had lived many places, in foster care and orphanage.
She looked at here grandmother wit fear in her eyes, " Grandma, you don't think they will come and get me, take me away again? No, you belong here, your safe her. She smiled again, and forgot about here fear, and felt safe.

Two days later, the child protective came in the kinder garden, to move here to an orphanage . A women came. She looked out the window, and saw her ccoming.. . that face meant danger, that face meant leaving.

And then she saw here grandpa, he was coming to pick here up like he always did. But the woman talked to him, and she could see his body getting heavy, and his eyes full of grief. And then he walked away.

jeg lengter bestandig et annet sted.

Water and sun

 Photo: Liv Kari Solberg

 This photo was taken by putting som flowers in a fonten. I think its beautiful with the colors of the sun reflecting in the water , and the movement.... and the shadows. It kind of look like a painting....
                       

Dikt av Hans Børli                                                                                 

Junikveld

Vi sitter i slørblå junikveld
og svaler oss ute på trammen.
Og alt vi ser har dobbelt liv,
fordi vi sanser det sammen.
Se - skogsjøen ligger og skinner rødt
av sunkne solefalls-riker.
Og blankt som en ting av gammelt sølv
er skriket som lommen skriker.
Og heggen ved grinda brenner så stilt
av nykveikte blomsterkvaster.
Nå skjelver de kvitt i et pust av vind,
- det er som om noe haster...
Å, flytt deg nærmere inn til meg
her på kjøkkentrammen!
Den er så svimlende kort den stund
vi mennesker er sammen

                                                               Its a god morning! So far :)

One of my paintings

Hvil deg nå, rastløse venn
For i morgen starter ferden
Vi skal følge hverandre igjen
Ut i den store verden

Tenk alt vi kan få se
Bare vi våger det
Så glem din frykt og pakk ditt mot
Vi reiser bredt og langsomt

Øyvind Bremnes

Bright Eyes, love Conor Oberst, he is a brilliant songwirter!

This is the first day of my life
I Swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain
Suddenly everything changed
They're spreadin' blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I Think I was blind before I met you
I don't know where I am
I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go
So I thought I'd let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realized that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

I remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange
You said everything changed
You felt as if you just woke up
And you said,
This is the first day of my life,
I'm Glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy.

So if you wanna be with me
With these things there's no telling
We'll just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery

Besides maybe this time it's different
I mean I really think you like me...

Thomas Dybdahl – Adelaide Lyrics

Yesterday it seemed
Life was just a dream
A bad dream
You watch them all day long
Feel you don't belong but you're wrong

Life is good today
Had a pretty boy look your way
Don't worry Adelaide
Life is good today
Had a pretty boy look your way
Don't worry Adelaide
Adelaide

You see the other girls
A strand of perfect pearls
And one day the sun will shine upon your face and you will find
Someone beautiful

Life is good today
Had a pretty boy look your way
Don't worry Adelaide
Life is good today
Had a pretty boy look your way
Don't worry Adelaide
Adelaide

And one day the sun will shine upon your face and you will find
You're beautiful

Life is good today
Had a pretty boy look your way
Don't worry Adelaide
Life is good today
Had a pretty boy look your way
Don't worry Adelaide

Adelaide

Adelaide

Songwriters: DYBDAHL, THOMAS / KUHNLE, EDITH HAMILTON

“grief is a house
where the chairs
have forgotten how to hold us
the mirrors how to reflect us
the walls how to contain us

grief is a house that disappears
each time someone knocks at the door
or rings the bell
a house that blows into the air
at the slightest gust
that buries itself deep in the ground
while everyone is sleeping

grief is a house where no one can protect you
where the younger sister
will grow older than the older one
where the doors
no longer let you in
or out”
― Jandy Nelson, The Sky is Everywhere

                                                         

My dad relay celebrated! With not just one....but three coke!

Happy! ( could that smile get any bigger?). First day of my exhibitoin!

Painting and a little bit stressed out about my exhibition.